So Hello there my name is Kimberley Rutter an I offically Rock.lol JK. my friend Ashley has a blog an i decided hey might as well. Go on an Express myself:O)

Little info important numbers:

I am 23 years young (7-17-1985)

I have been with my husband for 6 an a half years

married for 4 years

my daughter Sequoia is 3 (5-30-05)

people say death happens in threes but of course in my life they happen by 4..which hopefully no more deaths this year not sure how to handle them praying helps but not like i would hope, crying sucks, an time is amazing.

My gramps passed 11-1-07...year anniversary coming soon..

My uncle dallas passed away 2-4-08

my step sister miranda 2-18-08

an then of course my uncle Melvin in July

my aunt is evil she said the next one to go will be my grams ...i feel annoyed because my grams is having such a hard time with my gramps bein gone that it is so hard for her she ended up havin to get a pace maker back in january..i so wasnt ready to be back in grant but of course where the flock leads me i follow...she was a trooper throw the surgery everythign went great. now she is on coumden which was what my gramps was on crap is really hard on the body...she has lost alot of weight.

i work at sears holdings an dealin with day to day drama im not one for the ups an downs of life an i am very quiet an kept to myslef but very open an carefree to my emotions an hopeful to a brighter future i love family an friends an yet i love alone time since i never relax.